Today is a day I have been dreading for over 11 years.
Today is a day I want to forget.
Today is a day I don't want to get out of bed.
Today is the last day at home with my 3 boys before they all go to school all day long.
My "Stay-At-Home-Mom" Days are over.
It's worth a good cry, don't you think?
The last 11 years have brought me more happiness and joy than words can express.
Today I am reminded of many of those moments....

Davin's birth - no drugs
Davin using me as his
BinkieNursing every hour for 16 months
Davin's love for his mama's belly button
Davin getting his hair cut
Davin sleeping though the night for the first time
Davin's love for his green, blue, red, and purple guys
Davin's love for cereal in a baggie
Davin's love for his mama's belly button
Learning how to swim and ride a bike in the same week
Davin's fears about going to Kindergarten
Exploring Dillon Nature Center
Snuggling with Mom after taking brothers to school
Davin's love for "Boomer" the dog
Davin going down the "big" slide for the first time
Davin asking to get baptized
Davin's love for his mama's belly button
Davin climbing in the front yard tree
Painting the sidewalk with water
Davin letting daddy pull out his front tooth
Davin's love for his mama's belly button
Holding hands
Deion's full head of hair
Deion's itty bitty teeny weeny fingers and toes
Deion's infectious giggle
Deion sleeping though the night
Sucking on his toes
Deion's love for taking out the pots and pans and pounding
Deion's giggle
Deion falling asleep in my old doll bed
Deion's first big boy underwear
Wearing Papa's cowboy boots
Deion's contagious giggle
Deion's love for his first scooter
Deion falling asleep in Davin's baby
car seatFront two teeth getting pulled out
Deion's love for his Kindergarten teacher, Mrs.
PittengerDeion's love for basketball
Deion feeding the ducks at
Annenberg Park
Deion talking in his sleep
Deion's giggling
Deion's chomping is food
Deion's love of the movie "Space Jam"
Deion's hugs before bedtime
Deion's smile
DaMare's lost
BinkiesDaMare's love for mashed carrots
DaMare's first birthday cake all over his face
DaMare's Binkies
Stopping 5 times in one hour road trip to nurse DaMare
The way he fearlessly jumped in the pool at 1 1/2 years old
DaMare's love for his Binkie
DaMare putting on adult shoes and flexing his muscles
DaMare's love of horse books before bedtime
DaMare's love for digging
DaMare running through the Topeka Pumpkin Patch
DaMare's love for Sheridan's Custard
DaMare's love for his Binkies
Climbing GG and Papa's tree
Exploring the MANHATTAN letters
DaMare eating cotton candy and corn dogs at the Riley County Fair
DaMare learning how to ride his bike in GG and Papa's backyard
DaMare's first day of Kindergarten at Bergman Elementary in Manhattan
DaMare's first Afro
DaMare's tears the night before moving to Hutchinson
DaMare staying up until midnight reading Tree House Mystery book series
DaMare singing in the shower
Lord have mercy! Can you imagine what I'm going to be like on DaMare's first day High School or Deion and DaMare's first football game together or the worst of all, Davin's last day of High School. I hope Jesus comes back before that date.